(Un)prepared.

There are some things, some times in life, that I just can't think about.
Its not that I won't process, it's that I physically can't. I feel like some of the things that happen are too much, so what can I do but just hold on? Until it's here, and I have no choice.
There are things I know are coming, and there are the things I am blindly trampled by, but either way, I am affected the same way- I come out feeling like I went through an emotional meat grinder.