He cares for me

So thankful for Him today. And all of His gifts, mercy, goodness- in the form of friends, my loved ones, especially. Han and Kat. I've never been so blessed in all my life.

The grass is always greener on the other side... but that's not always true. Sometimes, the grass was brown, or mud, before, and now the greenery is overwhelming. I love it.

I had a hard day today... Someone insinuated to me, by praying for me, that I am not a child of God, and that Satan has his lies wrapped around my mind. It took me all day long praying to Him and just processing to realize that this is a very manipulative tactic of Satan, using a person, to get me to doubt my position in the Lord, to doubt His love and care for me. What more deceptive way to get someone to doubt than to pray the Lord will make them His child when they already are? Or that He would free them from specific bondage that they aren't in bondage to? It's like asking for something you already have... the difference is that someone else was asking it for me, causing me to wonder if I had a need for that, and doubting the Lord.

Needless to say, the Lord hears our prayers. I am at rest again in Him, after casting on Him my every care, and realizing that He cares for me. He knows about weird messages, strange prayers, spirits of bondage, and manipulative words that cause unsettled thoughts. Enough to spend time with me today, and love me. Take care of me. I'm so thankful for Him! And, like I started out saying, the love He shows me through His children. I was so blessed today by loving, amazing friends. I am still blessed, at this moment. We're all so different, yet the Lord has really been showing me the possibility of loving each other in His body, and how brilliant that picture is. He used them today to love me, and confirm what He was speaking to my heart.

So thankful I could cry. I'm in awe of how He loves me.