Oh, why.

Why does it have to be so hard? Every time I think we're getting somewhere, like it might be getting better, we collapse again through more unspoken misunderstandings leading to anger. I know there is progress, but without Him, it will never truly change.
I know it is worth it, that He is in the work of having a good relationship with you... I know that eventually, we will all see miracles. But for now we wait, and pray, and trust Him, for myself and for you... we both, we all, need Him.
What a thing to entrust your whole family to the One who knows them best. Why do I forget that nothing is worth shaking my trust in Him, that nothing can overwhelm our God.