Goodness.

I know there are seasons. I know life is a series of ups and downs, back and forths, good and bad. A lot of the time, I forget and think whatever bad season I'm in will never change, or I feel I have to cling to whatever is good and am terrified of change in case i lose it.

I was up late last night, after sleeping all day... one month exactly of being sick. I've had this ridiculous cough
Anyway. I couldn't sleep, so I was catching up on my journal. I hadn't written in a while, and as I read through the most recent stuff and thought of all that's happened since, I was overwhelmed with thankfulness. I have the best friends, the best families, the best homes. And through all the changes, He never let's go of my hand. His goodness, love and mercy over me is overwhelming, and so undeserved. I can't put into words how thankful I am for His care and guidance in my life, that He adores me. That I know it. Why?

Because of His goodness. I love Him.

Life is full of changes. It will have seasons, ups and downs, good and bad. But I am realizing more fully, He is my anchor, and I have never loved that more.