It's November. 10 months have flown by... I'm almost to a year. I want to ask, "so, do you still not believe me?". I told him at one point, if it weren't for him, I would have been free to leave, to move, to change my life, as a reply to him accusing me of not loving or giving enough. He told me I wouldn't ever leave, I wouldn't follow through... That i could never leave my family or hometown, and that was why i was still there. That I always have ideas and plans I never do.
Because of him, I did. I'd love to say, "oh really?". I guess the truth is, he didn't plan on God motivating, enabling and strengthening me to do what I've done. With The Lord, I'm a different girl. Had God not picked me up and carried me out of the hole I was in, yes, I would still be there. I wouldn't be there for the reasons he thought though, and I would still be slowly deteriorating in every way.
I have everything to thank Him for, and every reason to trust Him to continue to hold me. And I do. It's amazing, He really does do miracles.
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